A Dolphin

            Before last night, i was dreaming something weird and it all start with a dream and a dolphin.
i even don't understand meaning of all this and why suddenly a dolphin?
ok that night when i sleep and i dreaming a dolphin try to safe me from the pool i don't know where is that place anyway,and then that dolphin save my wallet and my handphone,that dolphin try to tell me that my wallet and handphone like really important to me 1 day. i try to touch that dolphin and say thank you but i'm scare to touch that dolphin because of me have a high imagine like that dolphin going to bite my hand and whatever la but i know that dolphin is nice but suddenly i just try to close again with that dolphin and really more i don't understand because it become disappear,of course i'm wake up from my sleep...haiyoooooo...i become blur and asking with myself what actually it going to be happen?
             
            last night, i become happy when my ex-gf suddenly sms me with say hai...:)...and got smile again...hehe...and with fast i'm just reply same hai and asking her how she is,she was boring that night and her bf Mr.D was hangout with his friend,so i'm just try to friend her with sms and make she just happy cause i don't want look her sad anymore even i'm not her ready but i'm try to be her friend, a lovely friend that i can care for her and won't let her sad and hurt, so i'm just explain to her that i can friend her when her bored or when she need friend just can sms me and don't forget  about that and i try to make she feel better that her bf will never forget her and can take care good of her,if he hurt her i will not let him go. but actually yes i'm not joking and not just make her feel better and i'm serious about that.then, we was talk,talk and talk and i'm telling her about my dream about a dolphin and she got asking that she like dolphin and yes i'm still remember that she is like dolphin and i can imagine that my ex have a same like a dolphin,a same them is cute,smart,kind,understanding and lovely...she is like a dolphin and yes i like a dolphin but scary with my high imagine...hahaha...well i hope she is my dolphin that i was dreaming with full of question,i wish i can dream again and know what is this all about and what going to be happen...hmmm?

 by,
anwar the sweetmango
(love and peace)
*actually i hate words of forever already,it was haunting me when me or someone else saying with their couple their will love forever with them couple and at the last their will broke up also but sometime i'm trust that love forever will have but not all will get it,what i'm try to do if i can get love i will say i will love her everyday,i don't care if she 1 day start to tired to hear it but what important is i'm love her everyday my life.now i'm still single and still not thinking replace someone that i'm still love her.not wrong if i'm still waiting for her until god will decide who will i meet with my love.:)

Are I'm Still Dreaming?

               July is past, I'm not trusting in fortuneteller because got this singh or indian come to me and ask me for let him to fortuneteller me and that time i was blur and just let him and telling me that july is my lucky month and then get 3 happiness again. Now, July is past and now is August and I don't even feel that happiness come to me, oh yes he of course he just want cari makan,oh well it was past ready and i even don't believe in that fortuneteller because there is no one can know what god is plan for us is it?I'm agree with that.
              hmmm, are i'm still dreaming? that actually i wan't to story about,there is so many things happen to me but it all is just like a dreaming to me, i don't even realize are i'm in august ready?so fast time past, i feel just yesterday i'm with my gf and still thinking about her,and also feel like yesterday i'm just do like today?what a dream is this? i really need someone to woke me up from my sleep and tell me i was only dreaming. Sometimes i feel like i'm not in my own place,i feel like i'm at somewhere far away from life and i'm in some of place kind like a peace place where i can feel a nature that so perfectly and i was thinking created by god was amazing,hmmm where i am actually?

                                                                        i don' know.

back to my love story yes i feel like yesterday i was still with my gf but i realize it was ending ready and now she is happy with someone guy ready and his name Mr Darcy that she always saying,i can feel how she is happy with him ready,can see from every words she saying and no i won't disturb her happiness because if she feel that happiness i will let her because i want see her happy and that the way i reply how i care and love her so much like this story deep in heart,yes it really deep in my heart...every night i'm still imagine about her,in my sleep and everyday my day past must have her past in my mind and then always see almost same with her but it was not her it just a bad imagine that    more loving of her,i ready imagine how i can't life with her and now i feel it,it was not what we thinking it going to be like this but i hope god will send me a angel to give me a friend where i can say out my feeling,please give me a angel...:p (just joke)...well, i'm wish i can find my angel actually,as long she can accept me as myself that enough and each other is understanding that enough for me for now...that all for now and please wake me up from my dream(waiting who that girl is wake me up from my sleep and dream)

by,
anwar the sweetmango...:)
(love and peace)