Are I'm Still Dreaming?

               July is past, I'm not trusting in fortuneteller because got this singh or indian come to me and ask me for let him to fortuneteller me and that time i was blur and just let him and telling me that july is my lucky month and then get 3 happiness again. Now, July is past and now is August and I don't even feel that happiness come to me, oh yes he of course he just want cari makan,oh well it was past ready and i even don't believe in that fortuneteller because there is no one can know what god is plan for us is it?I'm agree with that.
              hmmm, are i'm still dreaming? that actually i wan't to story about,there is so many things happen to me but it all is just like a dreaming to me, i don't even realize are i'm in august ready?so fast time past, i feel just yesterday i'm with my gf and still thinking about her,and also feel like yesterday i'm just do like today?what a dream is this? i really need someone to woke me up from my sleep and tell me i was only dreaming. Sometimes i feel like i'm not in my own place,i feel like i'm at somewhere far away from life and i'm in some of place kind like a peace place where i can feel a nature that so perfectly and i was thinking created by god was amazing,hmmm where i am actually?

                                                                        i don' know.

back to my love story yes i feel like yesterday i was still with my gf but i realize it was ending ready and now she is happy with someone guy ready and his name Mr Darcy that she always saying,i can feel how she is happy with him ready,can see from every words she saying and no i won't disturb her happiness because if she feel that happiness i will let her because i want see her happy and that the way i reply how i care and love her so much like this story deep in heart,yes it really deep in my heart...every night i'm still imagine about her,in my sleep and everyday my day past must have her past in my mind and then always see almost same with her but it was not her it just a bad imagine that    more loving of her,i ready imagine how i can't life with her and now i feel it,it was not what we thinking it going to be like this but i hope god will send me a angel to give me a friend where i can say out my feeling,please give me a angel...:p (just joke)...well, i'm wish i can find my angel actually,as long she can accept me as myself that enough and each other is understanding that enough for me for now...that all for now and please wake me up from my dream(waiting who that girl is wake me up from my sleep and dream)

by,
anwar the sweetmango...:)
(love and peace)