Sunday, 6 March 2011

better good and better not

dear deep in heart,

                thankful i'm still here and have time to write about my story in here.
last week was a busy and tired tired and tired,learn something new at place where i work and i was work at printing and top up shop  i think i become pro so quickly, and i also busy with my business networking finding clients and introducing them about my business and products.i also try to think and design how to make special landscape,so i make 3 jobs here,phew...about my study?i already stop because i cannot concentrate study anymore and i keep fail,before my study was ok because my point become up and up but after my lover leave me it become down and down,i study and get spirit because of her but now not anymore,but maybe if i become successfully 1 day i will continue my study maybe next year and become a good and top student i wish...:)then,yesterday my ex-gf got s.m.sing and she say she miss my attention then i feel sad because i miss her attention too because i have no one special that want to know about me and worry about me also take care about me,before i was s.m.sing her with rude but suddenly i just talk with her like before and ask her how she is,i think she is happy with her friends and her school because i got talk with her i still love her with full my heart and also of cause i read her blog about her story what she doing,that mean i do worry about her and that good she fine and happy there but i'm so wish she not fall in love with someone else because i still want her...:( she like become social to much ready but i trust her with what she doing and know how to take care...hmmmmm about today i was enjoying my outing at centerpoint at last i can dance shuffle at dance dance revolution machine(ddr) and many people watch me dance and i'm doing well about my dance...hihi...


then i playing puncher with my friends,oh my friends with me was danny and ah seng,my other friend lee is late because he from church and plus with rain again he try to outing find us,and he just stay at ddr there and my friend ah seng bring me go up to see his friends then it was girl name eqa and her sister and another girl again then eqa also was my friend at my college and before long time ago we ever couple in 1 week but only at phone,we never know each other then we choose to become a friend only,then i just blur and she push me to go inside k-box


 that i don't know their will booking place for me and ah seng too,then ah seng don't want go in but she already push me and ask me to go in to singing with them too,i think she have a nice voice and just improve again she will good in singing then she coercive to singing and i don't know that song and she ask me to sing also and say with rude words,she was crude girl and then i know she was a smoking too...wow...that so dangerous...hehehe,but i can see deep her actually she is a nice girl and cute girl but i don't know what behind all this so better i think about myself is it...phewwwww...that all for today because tomorrow i need to go work again,sunday is my rest day but i hate for today because to many people on sunday...haiyo...that all...

xxxanwarxxx
       peace and love always

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