Swear,
There's no more chance to be with you,
Now,
I know the way how i want keep always with you,
Bring my love,
Take it wherever you want,
Just take it as your friend,
Your beloved friend,
Swear,
I'm here will doing the same,
Keep loving you in my life,
In my heart,
till someday time will decide us,
1 Day...
Tuesday, 28 June 2011
Friday, 10 June 2011
kau ada dia...
Lirik Lagu Kau Ada Dia(the lima) – cover by me...
Sudah lama ku memendam rasa
Cinta di dalam dada
Namun tidak pernah bersuara
Kerana takut kecewa
Ku tunggu waktu yang lebih baik
Untuk langkah pertama
Jauh dari apa yang ku kira
Hatimu ada yang punya
Di dalam mimpi kita berdua
Mesra bersama dilamun cinta
Oh tetapi kenyataannya aku sedar kau ada dia
Mungkin juga semuanya salah ku
Terlalu mengharapkan cinta
Tapi sepi yang merasuk kalbu
Membawa angan melayang
Di dalam mimpi kita berdua
Mesra bersama dilamun cinta
Oh tetapi kenyataannya aku sedar kau ada dia.
Cinta di dalam dada
Namun tidak pernah bersuara
Kerana takut kecewa
Ku tunggu waktu yang lebih baik
Untuk langkah pertama
Jauh dari apa yang ku kira
Hatimu ada yang punya
Di dalam mimpi kita berdua
Mesra bersama dilamun cinta
Oh tetapi kenyataannya aku sedar kau ada dia
Mungkin juga semuanya salah ku
Terlalu mengharapkan cinta
Tapi sepi yang merasuk kalbu
Membawa angan melayang
Di dalam mimpi kita berdua
Mesra bersama dilamun cinta
Oh tetapi kenyataannya aku sedar kau ada dia.
Thursday, 2 June 2011
1 by 1
dear deep in heart,
haaa...so long time i din't outing my feeling to you deep in heart,1 month din't see and now come june, hmmm,love?hehe love love love still love her,i can't forget her,she is something special that hard to find in this world and maybe she the last 1 only,i still keep thinking of her,when i close my eyes then i was imagine her face,the way she smile,the way her beautiful eyes seeing exactly to my eyes then my heart will be nervous so fast and fast and furius 5...haha...oh telling about that movie it was fantastic and awesome,so cool i'm enjoying anyway...ok back to the story,hmmmm, i don't know how her feeling to me maybe she don't love me anymore because i can feel she happy with someone guy that i know who is him,maybe i regret all in my life, regret because before i can't apreciate her so much,i was not mature,always not trusting her and know that god want to show that i'm not for her because of myself that selfish and can't take care her that better, if i got power and can use 1 time only i want to use to see what in her heart,who she loving?are i'm still in her heart,if i'm still have even just a bit i will be improvement and change to be more mature and be more responsibility and love her all the time and last i want marry her and take care her and my son until i die!!!that a promise,but without her also now i try to learn something to be more mature,learn from my mistake how to be apriciate girl more,how we need give our love all the time to them and know what them like and don't like and also understand their carrier is important how their want to be,give them space too,spent time and important is take care their love and loving each other what in love needed...
other girl come suddenly?
at my place work got girl student print her assignment,3 times ready she come at my work place and the first that she come with her friend girl also come and ask me to find map for her assignment i try help but i can't find because of slow internet and of cause i see her and she see me,i was telling in heart she was beautiful and we always see each other to many times and i think i just like her because she i feel ok la...just like not love...like and love is different.then second time she come she want to reload and she give her phone number to me to reload her but i don't know she just coming to do that?i can feel she want me to sms me but i just make don't understand because ya maybe she just really want to reload and don't have feeling to me anything,that emberassing...then third she come with many her gf and she want print something then i and her like change not joke and shy each other because before we like to joke and laugh again when something funny but now like shy each other and keep looking, i don't know what happen, then now i don't even see her ready...haha i can feel that she have a bf alrady,how come a beautiful girl don't have bf...that lie...hmmm anyway i like her,the way she react and talking...she a good girl...anyway that i call girl suddenly now i don't see her ready i don't know what happen because it just suddenly...to my love i still love you!!!
the way she talk?
before she ever talk that don't wait for her,haiz maybe that she want me to forget her and keep with my love to find other but i don't understand why she so seriously talking like that even before she ever seriously say to me love me so much and won't leave me and promise that i'm forever and ever promise want to marry me 1 day and get a baby...and i was soooo seriously too...i don't know how get her plus she was far away again and i don't know where she is now...at least tell me and don't make me blur ,maybe she just can tell she have someone else ready and i think that fact...haiz i'm not say this to hurting her but just want to know and understand something,i don't want her will mistake with my words...how happy if she can still say love me infront of me and give me a hug...i'm so miss her so much,i wish can get her a hug and a kiss again...but got again important how to take her heart?i don't care if she have someone or not until she not married and tell me she have someone that special ready i won't broke hope to her...i love you delia...andel still in my heart...thanks...
haaa...so long time i din't outing my feeling to you deep in heart,1 month din't see and now come june, hmmm,love?hehe love love love still love her,i can't forget her,she is something special that hard to find in this world and maybe she the last 1 only,i still keep thinking of her,when i close my eyes then i was imagine her face,the way she smile,the way her beautiful eyes seeing exactly to my eyes then my heart will be nervous so fast and fast and furius 5...haha...oh telling about that movie it was fantastic and awesome,so cool i'm enjoying anyway...ok back to the story,hmmmm, i don't know how her feeling to me maybe she don't love me anymore because i can feel she happy with someone guy that i know who is him,maybe i regret all in my life, regret because before i can't apreciate her so much,i was not mature,always not trusting her and know that god want to show that i'm not for her because of myself that selfish and can't take care her that better, if i got power and can use 1 time only i want to use to see what in her heart,who she loving?are i'm still in her heart,if i'm still have even just a bit i will be improvement and change to be more mature and be more responsibility and love her all the time and last i want marry her and take care her and my son until i die!!!that a promise,but without her also now i try to learn something to be more mature,learn from my mistake how to be apriciate girl more,how we need give our love all the time to them and know what them like and don't like and also understand their carrier is important how their want to be,give them space too,spent time and important is take care their love and loving each other what in love needed...
other girl come suddenly?
at my place work got girl student print her assignment,3 times ready she come at my work place and the first that she come with her friend girl also come and ask me to find map for her assignment i try help but i can't find because of slow internet and of cause i see her and she see me,i was telling in heart she was beautiful and we always see each other to many times and i think i just like her because she i feel ok la...just like not love...like and love is different.then second time she come she want to reload and she give her phone number to me to reload her but i don't know she just coming to do that?i can feel she want me to sms me but i just make don't understand because ya maybe she just really want to reload and don't have feeling to me anything,that emberassing...then third she come with many her gf and she want print something then i and her like change not joke and shy each other because before we like to joke and laugh again when something funny but now like shy each other and keep looking, i don't know what happen, then now i don't even see her ready...haha i can feel that she have a bf alrady,how come a beautiful girl don't have bf...that lie...hmmm anyway i like her,the way she react and talking...she a good girl...anyway that i call girl suddenly now i don't see her ready i don't know what happen because it just suddenly...to my love i still love you!!!
the way she talk?
before she ever talk that don't wait for her,haiz maybe that she want me to forget her and keep with my love to find other but i don't understand why she so seriously talking like that even before she ever seriously say to me love me so much and won't leave me and promise that i'm forever and ever promise want to marry me 1 day and get a baby...and i was soooo seriously too...i don't know how get her plus she was far away again and i don't know where she is now...at least tell me and don't make me blur ,maybe she just can tell she have someone else ready and i think that fact...haiz i'm not say this to hurting her but just want to know and understand something,i don't want her will mistake with my words...how happy if she can still say love me infront of me and give me a hug...i'm so miss her so much,i wish can get her a hug and a kiss again...but got again important how to take her heart?i don't care if she have someone or not until she not married and tell me she have someone that special ready i won't broke hope to her...i love you delia...andel still in my heart...thanks...
Sunday, 3 April 2011
lonely again
hi april...
i feel so lonely...i really need someone to care about me and share story and talk...im so lonely...if she have i don't feel lonely so much like now...i really need you...haiz...well i want share what happen today...i was go to 1b then we just hang out,me,lee,danny,joe and shinta lee friend ...so me and just playing dance and then got people not like and do same skill like don't like and after all that we just leave but i'm just go to them and then them ask let fight dance at out from dance then i just said let fight at dance machine,two time i said then he just go away like that,that mean he scared,what the hell he doing,if at outside i can do but can he do at machine dance?i don't think so...so he scared so better don't try to do something with us...if he try do something huh i don't scared i just hit him,i'm really patient ready so better don't bother them just let them jelous of us because their cannot do...i don't what i want type anymore,no idea ready,i just feel lonely...lonely so much...no one care for me...haiz!
anwar
i feel so lonely...i really need someone to care about me and share story and talk...im so lonely...if she have i don't feel lonely so much like now...i really need you...haiz...well i want share what happen today...i was go to 1b then we just hang out,me,lee,danny,joe and shinta lee friend ...so me and just playing dance and then got people not like and do same skill like don't like and after all that we just leave but i'm just go to them and then them ask let fight dance at out from dance then i just said let fight at dance machine,two time i said then he just go away like that,that mean he scared,what the hell he doing,if at outside i can do but can he do at machine dance?i don't think so...so he scared so better don't try to do something with us...if he try do something huh i don't scared i just hit him,i'm really patient ready so better don't bother them just let them jelous of us because their cannot do...i don't what i want type anymore,no idea ready,i just feel lonely...lonely so much...no one care for me...haiz!
anwar
Wednesday, 30 March 2011
need someone?
dear deep in heart,
i'm tired of working,feel like working more than 14hours per day plus with now i'm get ill now,cough,flu,nose and left ear was block.truthful i don't eat medicine,i don't know why,i just hope it gone like that only and drinking a lot of water that enough make me feel got day by day.
before what i do is nothing just like before going mall to practice dance and also training singing...
oh ya about need someone?sometime i was thinking i really need a girl to close with me and be my bff,because i really need a girl to know about my feeling,share story and being together,that better that feeling is it...but i don't feel like want other girl,i just feel want my ex-gf name delia,she nice,pretty,her words always give spirit,caring,loving and she the one can understand about something,shy also but she can be annoying with her typing words haha,so many memory i keep about her and never in my heart to forget about it,she really like to drink air bunga that things i was remember so many time i don't know why,i keeping all her things what she give me and what is the big things i keep is you all must be suprising is i still keep her long hair in my box...i'm still love her so much,every time at my work i will never stop to thinking about her,every time what i do i keep remember about her,what the best things we ever do and something i was thinking also the way we fight and else make me tears,however,4 month did not seeing her that feel like 4 years,oh well,so bad i was loosing her because of my mistake also maybe but she leaving me...:( i don't know...i feel like want her next to me now and if can i want to hug her,she don't give me a last hug,the last one i hold her hand but she just let my hand away and go without looking at me like hatting look at me,it hard is it have to break away from people we so love to much,she was my true love i found that so hard to find replacement,hey first love and first true love is different ok,can imagine it...hmmm better i'm stopping now,feeling sad now...:( bye
*anwar*
i'm tired of working,feel like working more than 14hours per day plus with now i'm get ill now,cough,flu,nose and left ear was block.truthful i don't eat medicine,i don't know why,i just hope it gone like that only and drinking a lot of water that enough make me feel got day by day.
before what i do is nothing just like before going mall to practice dance and also training singing...
oh ya about need someone?sometime i was thinking i really need a girl to close with me and be my bff,because i really need a girl to know about my feeling,share story and being together,that better that feeling is it...but i don't feel like want other girl,i just feel want my ex-gf name delia,she nice,pretty,her words always give spirit,caring,loving and she the one can understand about something,shy also but she can be annoying with her typing words haha,so many memory i keep about her and never in my heart to forget about it,she really like to drink air bunga that things i was remember so many time i don't know why,i keeping all her things what she give me and what is the big things i keep is you all must be suprising is i still keep her long hair in my box...i'm still love her so much,every time at my work i will never stop to thinking about her,every time what i do i keep remember about her,what the best things we ever do and something i was thinking also the way we fight and else make me tears,however,4 month did not seeing her that feel like 4 years,oh well,so bad i was loosing her because of my mistake also maybe but she leaving me...:( i don't know...i feel like want her next to me now and if can i want to hug her,she don't give me a last hug,the last one i hold her hand but she just let my hand away and go without looking at me like hatting look at me,it hard is it have to break away from people we so love to much,she was my true love i found that so hard to find replacement,hey first love and first true love is different ok,can imagine it...hmmm better i'm stopping now,feeling sad now...:( bye
*anwar*
Friday, 25 March 2011
about my feeling
i'm not tired waiting until death time call for,
nothing to regret waiting of you,
i have to wait for you until when i lie down,
until i die i still waiting for you,
i wish to achieve a moon and take a star,
wish i can give all to you,
prove that how big my love,
i want you to know about my feeling,
i want you know my love so big,
want give my time and my age to you until die.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BBaBYjqaz9M
i have to wait for you until when i lie down,
until i die i still waiting for you,
i wish to achieve a moon and take a star,
wish i can give all to you,
prove that how big my love,
i want you to know about my feeling,
i want you know my love so big,
want give my time and my age to you until die.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BBaBYjqaz9M
Wednesday, 16 March 2011
WTF...
dear3,
WTF...my connection is always running from the line,i cannot open fb and write my story,today i write also because of my brother broadband...haiyo...so what happen to me in last week is i'm just keep working in my new place with have new friends name eddy and he got wife and have children also,he is a funny and kind,and also khairul, he have a nice vocal of singing quran,and he is ok...hmmm,what happen to me?feel like nothing only,seeing of customer of student at my work place to many want to photocopy and printing their assignment and talk with them just how there are with the school and just talk with funny story to make them not to tension and no worries,got girl also interest with me but i don't have time for all that because of i want to be success and also yes just because i still love my ex-gf even before she say don't hoping with her love anymore but in front of her i just show that but in back i will still hoping of her love again until when she is not anyone that i can do to show how high my love to her,got again she sms me and tell me don't be with girl that can change my attitude and choose girl make me do bad things,i don't understand,but i can see she still care about me and worry about me,i also care and worry about her,before everything i was share with her but now i don't have place to express my feeling,maybe that why i'm writing in here to express what my heart feel,and no one will understand how is me and no one anymore,i got say also that she should give that care to someone else already because i really not decent,i really wish no don't i don't want it happen...:"(,i still loving her,but if that make her happy i have to accept all that things even it make me feel so hurt and depress...
sunday, like always is i go have fun with my frineds lee,danny,joe,roy, and many again we all training to dance up machine ddr and pump it,it always fun and making me out of stress of everything,i like to dance and singing,hey i can dance and hey i can singing too,artist?i can make sound like singer anuar zain from malaysia and my name also anwar just different w and u and also father name,haha,so that all happen to me and also learning L kick...yeah!!!
*from shuffler dance*
anwar peace and love...
WTF...my connection is always running from the line,i cannot open fb and write my story,today i write also because of my brother broadband...haiyo...so what happen to me in last week is i'm just keep working in my new place with have new friends name eddy and he got wife and have children also,he is a funny and kind,and also khairul, he have a nice vocal of singing quran,and he is ok...hmmm,what happen to me?feel like nothing only,seeing of customer of student at my work place to many want to photocopy and printing their assignment and talk with them just how there are with the school and just talk with funny story to make them not to tension and no worries,got girl also interest with me but i don't have time for all that because of i want to be success and also yes just because i still love my ex-gf even before she say don't hoping with her love anymore but in front of her i just show that but in back i will still hoping of her love again until when she is not anyone that i can do to show how high my love to her,got again she sms me and tell me don't be with girl that can change my attitude and choose girl make me do bad things,i don't understand,but i can see she still care about me and worry about me,i also care and worry about her,before everything i was share with her but now i don't have place to express my feeling,maybe that why i'm writing in here to express what my heart feel,and no one will understand how is me and no one anymore,i got say also that she should give that care to someone else already because i really not decent,i really wish no don't i don't want it happen...:"(,i still loving her,but if that make her happy i have to accept all that things even it make me feel so hurt and depress...
sunday, like always is i go have fun with my frineds lee,danny,joe,roy, and many again we all training to dance up machine ddr and pump it,it always fun and making me out of stress of everything,i like to dance and singing,hey i can dance and hey i can singing too,artist?i can make sound like singer anuar zain from malaysia and my name also anwar just different w and u and also father name,haha,so that all happen to me and also learning L kick...yeah!!!
*from shuffler dance*
anwar peace and love...
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